Dear GOD,
Here I go again sharing to You the
pain and the happiness I’m experiencing. I really don’t know how I am going to
start our conversation but I think its better to start this by thanking You for
giving me a happy and simple life. Receiving the enough things everyday in my
life and a loving parents that always there to support me.
I’m really happy to have these two
people in my life. They are both really wonderful and caring not just only to me
but also to my younger brother and sister. I love them for they are the most
important persons I ever have. I admit that sometimes I got angry to the both
of them because I can feel that they don’t care about me but I’m really trying
to avoid this. Sometimes I want to leave them because I felt that they don’t
love and care for me. I know I’m being so childish to get jealous with my
younger brother and sister that I even cried every night. For all these things
Lord God, I really want to say sorry for the both of them and I do hope You
will also forgive me. Lord God, I also hope we can pass all the challenges
you’ve trying to give us. I admit from time to time I’m getting afraid whenever
I remember what happened before so I hope Lord God you won’t let us experience
those things again. Lord God what will I do to earn their trust? Am I that bad
that they keep on thinking about those things? Lord God I really hate myself
because I’m getting shy to show my how I love them very much. That everyday in
my life I want to say I love you and Sorry. God we are not perfect persons but
if time comes I will really trade my life to make my parents lives longer
because they really deserve it.
Lord God I know you will always
there for us. Lord God please protect my parents because I know I really can’t
live without them.
Your
daughter,
Rain